Results Results Results

Now that exams are near, time for me to start some serious mugging. No more social life, but then not that I had much of one to begin with. Actually my uni social life is quite pathetic, most of my time is devoted to studies now. Yeah sure, I am getting the results, sure all that hard work is worth it. Somehow something inside of me says that I may be scrificing too much in terms of hving a life. Well, I think I will start having a proper life after I graduate...

Lockdown

Yup, I know now what to do...kinda awkward when I met up with her for tutorials today...but it's cool. I'm cool about it. Thankfully she doesn't know...or does she...somehow the way she talks to me seems strange...different from before. Did my buddy tell her? Anyhow not that it mattered much since I already know what I wanna do with her. Doesn't make sense to stand in the way of her happiness doesn't it? To love is probably being able to let go, to give and to hope for the best for the other person I suppose. Anyway its kinda impossible between us...so yah. Lockdown.